Ok everyone, have you heard this new song?! Thy will be done by Hillary Scott, AMAZING!! Listen to it!
This song speaks to me so much! As I mentioned in my earlier post it was a hard year in the things the Lord has brought us through in regards to homeschooling and only having 3 of our guys home. This song is exactly what I've been living, it's awesome. And as I've been listening to this song over and over again, I realized something. That bigger miracle we were waiting on, that bigger thing God was doing with the judges ruling, was ME. God has changed me incredibly this last year, he's uprooted things in my heart that needed torn out, he's changed my thinking towards people. He's given me a heart of true love for those in my life that I didn't think I could truly love. I'm selfish, self defensive, mama bear, warrior, and he's told me to let that go, lay it down, just to let him be those things for me, and finally after all these years I'm letting him and it's more of a blessing than I could have imagined. It's changed not only me but also my marriage, my kids, my ministry, God is bearing seeds in those that I now love in his love. He's taught me to let go and let him! That I can gladly sing Thy will be done no matter what! Homeschooling, public school, mother of 6, mother of none, wife of one awesome man, or not. That he is my everything, he can give and take away and I will still raise my hands in praise to him. I never thought I would be that person, I have the flesh of a crazy person, I have doubt beyond belief, I feel like I'm breaking each and everyday, but in those times, I've still held on to my Lord, a true miracle, because on my own, I know I would throw in the towel and walked away, but only in his will, only through his grace am I able to stand with joy and worship him no matter what.
Be encouraged, sing this out, not matter what you have going on in your life, HIS WILL BE DONE! He sees you, he hears you and he will work it out for good!
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
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