Let Go!!

 New wonderful testament to God in my life! It all started with an anchor and two little words "Let Go". In this year, well in my whole life actually, I've been held steady. Not because of myself, not because of others, but only because of my Lord. He has been my anchor from the day I was born until this very moment, all the way until I meet him face to face, and even so then! Even when I didn't know and didn't even feel him holding me steady he has and was. Such a blessing to me to know and something I wanted to show the rest of the world. My Lord holds me, keeps me grounded, safe, secure, unmoving, unchanging, he is my anchor!

Now the words, since this summer I was really hurting with some decisions and roads the Lord was leading us down, not understanding so much, like why the judge would rule against us homeschooling when we had overwhelming evidence among other things. Shawn says a miracle, a miracle like the hardening of Pharaohs heart in Egypt, so God could do something bigger and better. Well I'm still waiting and praying on that bigger and better, but I also learned in all of this, and more to LET GO. Let God, he's got me, he's proven that time and time again. I don't need to hold on to my own life, my husband, my children, anyone or anything. So I've learned in so many things over the past months to just let go. Let Go and be a peacemaker with those in my life that are not always peaceful, let go when situations don't go the way I thought, let go when everything seems to be falling apart, let go when my children are going crazy and I have no idea what to do or how to raise them or even begin to question why I'm a mother at all. Just LET GO! That's my mantra I will be singing every moment of everyday as the Lord leads us on, where ever he will have us go. God's got it, rest in that! Let Go and Let God be your Anchor!

Flower side note, I wanted a full sleeve and didn't know quite what to do, but then I ran across these wonderful non-traditional hippie flowers and fell in love and knew in my hippie heart they were perfect. My artist rocked it and ran with my very brief description and picture. I could not be happier with how the whole thing turned out!